silahk.

maybe possibly.

2009-11-01T08:20:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO. I. am back. :D

SPE, overall wasn't so bad I have to say. hahaha. There are just about two or three papers I'm worried of. Something funny, well kind of, happened during French though. HAHAHA! Me, Ainina, Bilah and Milah were somewhat worried of the essay that'll come out for French. So we sort of memorised Ma journee. But our "effort"(staie HAHAHA) was all in vain since Ma Journee didn't come out. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Imagine the looks on our faces when we saw the topics.

so yesterday was pretty much a good end to October. With iTouch and AA and the end of exams and Football. :D

last night.. arsenal won. chelsea won. man u won. milan won HAHAHA asi asi.

yesterday afternoon, it was official.

yesterday morning, i was suffering. trying to memorise MIB.

last night, i got my iTouch.

I'm sorry, I'm too cool to arrange it chronologically. :P

I just ran out of things to say. Till my next post.

2009-10-25T12:23:00.001+08:00

Glee is awesome.

Silah is awesome.

Life is awesome.

What else is awesome?

Barney Stinson, yeah him.

Don't mind this annoying post. I'm just bored. hahahahahaha.

I'm halfway through SPE and I'm still ALIVE. Can you believe that? :) I actually survived a week full of studying (my ass). But yeah really, I've been spending more time with my textbooks and such. OH SUE ME FOR BEING SUCH A GEEK. _|_ hahahahahahaha.

I miss Fatin.

BYE.

i really will be on...

2009-10-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

HIATUS!

SPE's in 10 days yo!

and goooooooooodluck to the people who will be sitting for their SPE/PMB/O's/AS&A's/SSRU :)

love,

Silah Khairul Iskandar.

2009-10-01T18:00:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Long time no blog. :3 soooooooo its Raya.

and my birthday was a week ago. it was.. fine. kinda getting a hold of my early teenage years at the mo. ~~and it sure rocks. wait i'm probably gonna regret saying that..~~

raya's been fine. school's fine. exam's nearing. and i am freaking out.

i got my maths trial paper baaaack. i got 87% for my paper 1. 76% for my paper two and 81.5% on average. and... i'm.. still not happy.

xo,

ramsilah heehee.

2 days till Syawal.

2009-09-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

Before I get too occupied with stuff tomorrow..

I would like to wish you readers Selamat hari raya.

DO forgive me for my wrongdoings. :)

and this is for my friends.

i'll be having an open house slash birthday celebration on the 22nd, at my house, soooo, kindly contact me or tag on my tagboard if you would like to come and i'll find a way to get to you and tell my address. :)

Till then.

xo,

Ramsilah. (:P)

pretty girl turns one.

2009-09-19T00:05:00.005+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday samseng.

kaka loves you. x.

p/s: I hope you don't turn out like your kaka meeyah. :3

2009-09-18T20:30:00.005+08:00

oh hello. i don't know why i'm blogging. But yeah. IM BORED. :( oh oh. i have a question.

why did the blonde get excited when she completed a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months?

because it says 2-4 years on the box.

hahahaahhahahaha. lol. FOUR DAYS FOUR DAYS. woooweeeeeoooooooooo.

i kinda forgot what i was gonna say.. so bye.

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i look so bad in all four pictures. :|

its been one whole day.

and i..................missyou kbye.

2009-09-17T13:35:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII! VASSUP. HAHA.

i DONO why but im hyperrrr right now. maybe its because of the energy i regained from my nap. whatev.

I'm running out of words to say. I am really, really bored. So I'm just probably gonna continue my nap OR watch tv. he he. bye.

p/s: i. miss. you.

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omg i just remembered something worth sharing. hahahaha. just now, during math extra class, xin ying asked cher jeeds about something. which led cher jeeds to answer her.."so its.. S S S". I didn't know why, but it went out, so i said "SSS! Sayang silah saja" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok it might not be THAT funny to you. haahahaahhahaha. but at least it is to me! :P HAHA.

cause if i look into your eyes, then i'll have to say goodbye...

2009-09-16T13:36:00.003+08:00

...and that'll break my heart.

24 hours. (approximately HAHA)

i'm bored. i got no one to talk to. my ~~grandma & my aunties~~ grandparents and aunty are off to miri. I decided not to join. O:) Cause yeah, it'll be the same ol' story if i join. Cause... um.. yeah. I'll be bored in the car too anyway. haha.

I don't feel like constructing proper sentences. so lets just.. make use of these bullet points. or whatever you call 'em.

Watched One Tree Hill, and went crazy the moment I saw Nathan Scott/James Lafferty. ~~before you say anything, i am not fasting due to a few reasons, today. :P~~
As usual, attended extra class. Ainina didn't come. Ended up sitting with Jonathan and May.
The usual craziness happened. heeehehehehe. O:D
Realised that I could not go on a day without checking twitter.
I think i am falling for youuuu. falling for youuuu. don't get me wrong. its a song. hahaha. I like someone though. :P
Relient K's getting into you is aaaaaaaaaaawessssssssssooooooooooooooome. (awesome banar wah tu ertinya haahahahahaha). Though its an old song. sooooo. have you heard of them? HAHA.
safetysuit is also awesome.
i wanna watch tv.
karang ada football kah? because i want to make myself tired. hahahahahahha.
oh wait. arsenal main today. ok. hahahahaha. boring.
HEY. don't get jealous of all the celebrities/footballers that i find goodlooking cause... (8) there's just noooo one who gets me like you dooooo.

bye.

imma let you finish BUT

2009-09-16T09:44:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

kanyegate.tumblr.com for more.

P/s: Happy Birthday Zul! :D

2009-09-15T22:43:00.006+08:00

I had about more than 30 notifications. When I checked, it was all this ‘Single List’&’Pick up Friends’ photo tags AND the photo comments that come with it.
My Reaction? I swear, this was the only thing on my mind… FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU-.
It bothers me how the application has been widely used. People using it has increased rapidly, and annoyingly. And how some people actually bother to use that freakin’ useless piece of crap and annoy the hell out of other people makes it more sad. I don’t get the whole point of these applications anyway. Its NOT true, because they just randomly pick you. It cracks me up how people actually think the FAN CHECK is true, when to face the fact, the top ranked person is only the one that interacts with you the most on your Facebook. Interact as in, wall posts, likes, comments, and the sort. Pick up friends, on the other hand, aren’t true because THEY JUST RANDOMLY PICK YOU. Even if its true, how can a robot know your personality or who you really are? The last application is probably the most annoying and most pointless to me. The single list. I don’t know what the hell it is for. What is it for exactly? Is it to tell the whole world that these list of people are available, and are the ones you can flirt with?
I can’t believe I actually typed this much on how pointless these photo tags are. And by the way, I didn’t mean to offend anyone. Just thought that I needed to blog this one out.

from my tumblrz.

Im bored. Im bored. Im bored.

Er, yeah. I went to Bengkurong just now. Got my stuff from Ijai. I am now a proud owner of the '09-'10 Man U Away Jersey.

hey you. yes, you, boy. we didnt talk that much today did we?

Jay Sean's Down is feckin stuck in my head. HAHA. Damn.

the single list is officially the most useless application on facebook. HAHAHAHAHAHA. the hell with it. is it like a guide for the desperados? so they can go pssst psst leh kenalanzzz? ehe~. sick.

I'm gonna go now. EXTRA CLASS TMRW.

i misssssssssssssss yooooooooooouuuuuu.

2009-09-14T12:02:00.004+08:00

hahaha. Go fergie. lol.

Imma do tag replies first.
Tag Replies:

Adli: Please respect me, and don't overdo things. I said please. and by that you should start doing so.

Zul: I won't be responsible if someone questions you about it. hahaha.

Today's not a happy day. well, it was. :(

I want KK. I screwed up French. I think Kanye's heartless.

Ijai comes back tomorrow! yay. 6 days till the Manchester Derby. Assuming Raya will be in 7 days. Open house in 8 days. Won't say anything about school since the exam's gonna be in less than a month of school days and holidays are coming to an end next week.

i feel like editing my link list.

BYE! :)

2009-09-14T08:30:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can never get tired of this picture HAHAHAHA. KBYE! :)

2009-09-13T17:45:00.002+08:00

loving the song on my blog. heeehehe.

Man city 4-2 Arsenal. (i hate adebayor. and toure heheheehehehehe :p)

Tottenham 1-3 Man U.

today rocks. :)

i'm supposed to go out HAHAHAHAH kbye.

p/s: I love today. :)

2009-09-13T03:03:00.003+08:00

For Ainina, who has been eager to watch this video. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

2009-09-11T22:53:00.004+08:00

good morning/afternoon/evening. depending on the time you're reading this.

I am currently on a break from studying for my math trial. I'm taking this as if its the real SPE. Its like, training myself to study for the real thing. It feels so right. So right that I can't wait to get tomorrow done and over with. So far, I've reviewed all year seven topics and the first two chapters of year 8. I'm left with indices & standard form, pythagoras' theorem, trigonometry, graphs and surface area + volume. 5 more chapters. woooooohoooooooo. :D

Tomorrow's last day of school and I really hope football can get my mind off some things. hahaha. OH. you know what i'm looking forward to?

the manchester city and arsenal match. hahaha. i would be really, really happy if the gunners manage to keep city's mouth shut. haha. they're like.. the english real madrid man. and tbh, its about time for them to realise that money doesn't buy titles. I MEAN... if you buy stars, you might have to think of ways to make everyone happy. every single player. what if you've got a squad full of stars. wouldn't a few "stars" get bored of not getting to play? wouldn't the star yawns of boredom of playing say... half the matches he used to play in his previous team? The disadvantages of having too many stars. haha.

anyhoos.. i'm running out of time. i wanna sleep before.. midnight. IF POSSIBLE HAHA.

speaking of sleep, i had the best 12 hours of sleep last night hahahahahaha. :D not really 12 hours lah. cause i kinda woke up at 10, watched the latest 90210 episode, and went back to sleep. HAHAHAHA. 90210 was... AWESOMEEEE. :) Silver's got shorter hair though. :| haha. ok ok, back to math.

byebye.

P/s: Do you know what is up? I got 30/30 on the Geo test. THAT IS UP!! hahahahaha. Well, 29 actually, cause one of the question didn't really have the correct answer as an option so.. free mark. but what the hell.

you won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down.

2009-09-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

Found this off tumblr. looks fun sooo..

Bold if true :)

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a small family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush [is] out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.

95. You do well in school without trying.

96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.

97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

2009-09-09T20:13:00.001+08:00

Jiiiiiiiii.

090909 was awesome! :) how was yours? :D

~~yes i'm happy, so shut it~~

2009-09-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

yo. hahahahahaha. the hell. i'm bored.

its the 9th of September which means, SPE starts in a month and 10 days. niiiiiiiiiiice. kinda lessens the pressure. ha. not. but before, it'll be raya. :)

raya raya raya.

just the thought of it excites me. and speaking of, the thought of what's happening in 13 days excites me more. :D my aunty, who spent another year in uk for her masters will be coming back next week with my new jersey. YAY. hahaha. one aunty arrives, the other goes back. hahahahaha. speaking of dates/events/birthdays, my sister's birthday is coming too. the little brat's turning 6 but acts twice her age. he he. :o) i don't know exactly what made me click this 'New Post' button. hahaha. but do expect my unnecessary rants. hewhew.

i've noticed that i've been tweeting too much. hahahahahaha. i mean, ruwaiders' tweeting less now. she's the only one that tweets as much as i do. :( guess she's been busy with school.

anyhoos, its almost 2, and i want to get up early for school tmrw. (a)

x is a kiss and o is a hug. so...

xoxo

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-09-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

helloooooooooooooo. hahahaha don't mind my latest post. O:)

What happened today, you ask? (ok maybe not but lets just pretend that you did)

I got a major tummy ache. so I went back early.
I went to Fratini's and I burnt my tongue. i didn't know the food was too hot. hahahahahah
Found out that I had to waste money on another English workbook. NICE.
Noticed that Fernando Torres kinda looks like BRUNO. HAHAHAHAH.
Fell in love with Jonathan's camera. Awesome ~~shit~~ i tell ya.
the lion fell in love with the lamb HAHAHAHAHAHAHA APAKAN
The craziest PE lesson in Ramadhan. hahaha.
Laughed like crazy when Azizil showed us how his cat cleaned itself. -____- HAHAH
I got bored for probably the zillionth time. I know its exaggerated but.. whatever. HAHAHAHA.

"So if you're from Africa, why are you white?"-Mean Girls. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

byebye.

2009-09-07T14:37:00.001+08:00

~~there goes my dream boy....~~

hello.

2009-09-06T12:59:00.001+08:00

you know what pisses me off? two faced asses who claims that you're their bestfriend but leaves you out on things

yeah thanks a lot for ruining my mood.

2009-09-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

I think I will be going for a break from blogging. yes, I will be on Hiatus. Homework has been piling up. Math trials are on Thursday. and SPE will come soon. So.. From now on, i will blog when I want to. :)

p/s: I've been good. :D :D

pp/s: Adli, or whatever your name is, get. a. life. and. stop. bothering. me.

2009-08-30T22:55:00.004+08:00

WAYNE ROONEY! :D (courtesy of beautifuldirtyrich.tumblr.com this site's the best tumblr site for football pictures, really. haha.)

Lets blog about yesterday! :)

Yesterday's function lah. haha.

it was my grandparents' 3_th wedding anniversary. and a belated birthday celebration for my grandmum. so of course, relatives and a few family friends came. started with sungkai, ended with an ac milan defeat. :3 hahaha. nadawah. they didn't stay that long. not all lah. some stayed until the man u match. hahaha.

ok, this is getting boring-er. haha. Anyhoos. I'll be resting my eyes before I wake up the next day without eating sahur. haha.

Adaw's leaving tomorrow for Cheltenham. Um. UK. Potayto potahto. Ijai's coming back in two weeks! WOOHOO. :D

Speaking of, the holidays are soon, too. only um.. 9 school days left? And then two weeks of holiday. then.. school reopens. the very next week, science, malay, math and english SPE. -___-

I hope all goes well. Like last night. hahaha. ~~diam saja~~

2009-08-26T16:59:00.002+08:00

so i skipped school today. I overslept.

It gave me time to complete most of my homework though. Now I've finished my english essay that has 57 more words than the 350 word limit. And my Maths Corrections. Will probably continue with French and Geo later.

its um.. an hour plus till the good news, and haha to be honest, this is what i usually do while waiting for sungkai. Watch videos on youtube. mostly man u related. hahahahahaha. yesterday, i watched red devil's kitchen. an episode where um.. patrice evra cooked with the team chef. HAHA. i watched another episode but instead, it was sir alex's turn. His singings!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. then then.. there's this interview.. i think it was evra interviewing Park. and tbh, i found out that they're really good friends. hahaha.

anywaaaaay. last night, i finally played ghwt after a couple of weeks. HAHA. and Monsoon's freakin stuck in my head. when i lose myself i think of yooooooooouuuuu. hahaha.

ITS 5:30?! 5:30 already?

kbye.

2009-08-24T19:00:00.002+08:00

-_- SO WRONG HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-24T16:36:00.001+08:00

patooooooooooooooooooooooooo. :)

2009-08-24T10:34:00.003+08:00

part time hero, full time dork. HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. more football pictures coming up in my upcoming posts. :D
i'm bored. i'll be leaving for school in an hour? i'm lazy to go early man. haha. so anyways, i think my updating days will be over soon. he he. :P but anyhoos, i'll always be updating TUMBLAH. clickhereandfollow(a)

tbh, my tumblr's updated with a lot of football stuff. he he he. (a)

so tomorrow will be my irk oral. and tests will be soon held as usual. -_- good thing we only have around two more weeks of school. woooohoo. :) then it'll be the holidays. and then raya. and coughmybirthdaycough. :D

its 11 already. byebye.

five goals.

2009-08-23T03:37:00.004+08:00

It is another weekend. And mmmhm, its another FOOTBALL weekend. (well every weekend is). ~~Shr~~ I mean.. Roon managed to score 2. Berba, Nani and Owen scored one. AND OH YEAH. Wigan got owned tonight. OWNED i tell ya! The gunners also did some kick ass thousands of miles away in Emirates. 4-1. Goals were scored by Diaby, Gallas and.. my boyfriend. The Aaron Ramsey. woohoo. :3 hahahahahaha. Arsenal's currently leading tho. -_- They've got a game in hand, AND they've been pretty impressive. 10 goals scored in TWO GAMES!! ~~ihopetheyloseinthenextmatch~~

Anyways, Man U lost to Burnley recently. diam wah. HAHA. I mean, at least that's when they're in the premier league right? Unlike some team that got their asses kicked last season. and fyi, burnley wasn't in the premier league last season. which means, by this year, they've probably gone better. :P hahaha. I mean, you've got a lot of reasons to cover up a 1-0 loss. But 6-0? OH SHIT.

HAHAHAHAH. But yeah, sometimes, a good team has got to lose, INNIT? hahaha.

Its almost 4. I wanna sleep. Before I get visible eyebags.

2009-08-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

so I've changed my link, and I dont really wanna tell a lot of people. i've cleared all of the tags, leaving no messages ha.

i dont think lots will find out about my new. link. hew hew hew. wth HAHAH.

so anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays.

its just a short update. :) im going now xo

she's back.

2009-08-17T10:00:00.002+08:00

please be warned that every football-related content comes from a Manchester United Supporter. so pls don't get offended.

I am back. WOOHOO! hahahaha. So the wedding went well. Jaga jaga nights were more than awesome. haha. I am back. And what's back too?

FOOOOOOOOOOOOTBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLL!

yeah yeah yeah. the opening matches were on the 15th. Chelsea won. Man City won. Arsenal won (6-1!). and other teams that i'm sure of. Two matches were held yesterday. Man U won, and to my surprise, Tottenham won. YEAHH MAN.

Where's the team that said they'll win this season? What a start! hahahaha.

Now don't go blamin' the ref now. :P but tbh, when a good English team loses, the supporters will blame the ref. HELLOOOO. Is it the referee's fault or its just you, not wanting to admit that your team actually LOST? hahahaha.

o wait wait wait. there's a match tomorrow, and on wednesday? Man u's gonna face the clarets on the 19th. YEAH BURNLEY! you know the one that beat Arsenal once. HAHAHAHAHAHA. okay okay. i'll SHUT UP. hahahah.

speaking of football, Man U recently lost to Chelsea for the community shield. i seriously can't blame the ref. i mean, thank god he's not like kalimuthu HAHAHAH. (okay diam saja)

but yeah, chelsea showed that they really want to win the community shield thingy. ~~since yknow, they know they won't stand a chance in winning EPL.~~

also playing tonight is.. the one and only dpmm fc. WOOOOOOOOOHOO.

only without three suspended players, and one of them being my personal favourite. :( i'm not that sure on who else will have to just watch the match rather than being on the pitch.

OMG my birthday's coming soooon. (macam setaie.) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. its not even in a month. -.-

HELLO JAI. can you get me man u's away jersey? *wink. :P she'll be back by raya though. which will be SOOOOOOOOOOOOON.

The school's waiting for my arrival. (mihir perasan hahahaha) english oral! :|

till then. xx.

number 7.

2009-08-05T11:01:00.001+08:00

Tomas... He's.. BACK! :D

not really. Mr Too Good is well, too good, that he has to miss another six weeks. :( DRATS.

2009-08-03T10:02:00.002+08:00

Today will be the start of the fullswing jaga jaga. WOOOHOO :) LIKE! hahaha.

Puasa is coming, and orals will be very, very soon. So... every night, I will be going to jaga jaga for the wedding. then... 7th will be the nikah, 13th will be either berinai/berbedak, then 14th bersanding, and doa kesyukuran on the 15th. No, there are no mistakes in the date. Yes, the bersanding is on Friday. Because ka puteh's parents, held theirs on a friday or something. so yeah. haha.

and then came with the orals.. I will be having English on the 17th. IRK on the 25th, Malay before the 17th, and French, idk when. Lets just hope french will be the last so I have more time to revise. hehehehehe. :P Also, not forgetting tests. :( Guess I have to live with that for the next two weeks.

So this post has already stated the reasons why I will blog less, or not blog at all in this month.

love,

Sil.

battlefield.

2009-08-02T12:58:00.002+08:00

hello. I am back. :D hahaha. I think I owe this blog lots of updates since I have been neglecting it these past few months. haha. So as you all know, I sat for my practical exam yesterday. It was.. alright. :) Not that I can guarantee an A. haha.

Okay, while typing this post, I was happily on facebook until... I saw this... thing. And that made me disgusted. pff. so to youknowwhoyouare, just STOP. -.- like dude get a life man. the girl's got a man of her own. tsktsk.

so anyway. my dad's cousin's wedding is in five days. :D WOOOOOOO. FIVE DAYS. till i meet the cousins almost every day.

but first, i have things to do. like.. ~~update this blog~~ update until my ink runs out and queue posts for upcoming days so that i don't have to worry on updating it everyday.

i'm going now. idk what to update on. pff. haha. byebye.

we were once so strong.

2009-08-01T10:04:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st of August. :)

Its August already which means.. Puasa is coming in less than three weeks! Also, more tests and projects to be done before SPE. To me, SPE is just like PMB, only it tires you more. No offence. But really. For SPE, every little thing we do in class matters. As a matter of fact, even misbehaviour can affect our grades. Every test we sit for, every classwork and homework we're given, every project, every assignment, counts. We're less than three months away from SPE and there are still a lot of lessons to be covered, and tests to sit for. Not that I'm complaining, but its really, really tiring. And what's really uneasy to hear is that we don't really have much time.. There are lots who go for Ugama in the morning, leaving only some Muslims who doesn't and non-muslims to have additional time to do homework or study for tests. But what about people who go for ugama AND tuition? Wouldn't they have less time to do homework? Wouldn't they have less time to study for tests? I know they could study before classes start, but would that time be enough? Would it be enough for them to get good marks? I don't have to attend Ugama (I have my reasons) nor do I have tuition to attend, but it really is tiring. From having to do homework every school night. And staying up late just to revise.. Some may even miss out family functions because of school work. Trust me, I've been there..

And as far as I know, August will be the busiest month of all. After October. August is when I'll have to sit for my practical and oral exams. And more tests. :( Also, my dad's first cousin's wedding. Which means.. I'll be having functions from the 7th of August until the.. 14th, i think.

I'll get started with my Science revision.

i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing.

2009-07-30T09:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I believe in getting strange news.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Like.. Michael Schumacher to replace Felipe Massa until Massa is able to race again? Okay... All these sudden F1 talk might confuse you. Btw, yes, i am talking about formula one. I mean, Michael's turning.. 40. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Oh well, guess Raikonnen's gotta live with the fact that he's teaming up with a former Ferrari driver, who last won the 2006 Chinese Grand Prix. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH that was a loooooong time ago. And fyi, I'm not a huge fan of formula 1, but yeah, at least i know SOME stuff... HAHA.

What's interesting to blog on, really? HAHA.

Oh. News. HAHAHA. So... We got guitar hero now at home. And guess whattt, we bought three of the four guitar hero games for PS3. So we now have... Guitar hero world tour, metallica and smash hits. HAHAHAH. And every night is practically filled with GH time. HAHA. Guess till what time me and azzah played... 3! :D HAHAHA. and i ended up sleeping around 4. HEHEH. and being awake at this hour, it obvious that i haven't gotten enough sleep. I have geo test later. I'm gonna go...

~~actually to play GH~~

"You guys let love come in between you."-Jonathan Ang. SAD BUT TRUEEEEEE (8). hahaha. Metallica.

you're not pretty boy! you're lapau boy!

2009-07-27T12:33:00.002+08:00

500th Post. :D

take a guess who pretty boy is. HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHA. No its definitely NOT someone i like. -.- blegh. not even my boyfriend/ex. HAHAH. Have fun guessing.

I think Tiqah knows. :P

David Choi is awesome.

2009-07-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

blog has reached its 499th post. and this guy probably has tagged his 499th tag (knowing that he really annoyed me and my friends before i went to uk and tagged a hell lot).

haven't been really treating this blog right. nyeahaha. i am sorry. really sorry. been active in Tumblr, cause i'm trying to increase my freakin tumblarity. and twitter. wouldn't want to disappoint my followers. :P and of course, the not so legendary Facebook. Not that its one of my MUST DO, but it turns out that I cannot spend even five minutes without it, if I've got the laptop switched on. Trust me, I've tried it. I ended up opening a new tab, typed facebook.com and clicked enter. haha. FAIL!!

i'm bored. hmpfh. appearing offline on msn. not that i think it would make any change if i appear online(apakan). Zul's online, so I am sure he would layan me. HAHA. crazy dude. (a) Okay, turns out i'm really running out of things to say. byebye. :)

I left a piece of my heart in the dresser, in case you want to start over. GABE BONDOC! :D

2009-07-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

so im back from my trip. and i'm sick. i don't really wanna tell here cause its not worth telling everyone. i don't think i'll be telling anyone, unless I really, trust you.

i'll see you people back in school, next week. :)

xx.

don't forget!

2009-07-14T20:59:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (a)

the seven things i hate about youuuuuuuuuuuuu....

gigi mu muka mu senyuman mu HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok, im done being hyper. HAHA.

today was awesome. despite being thrashed by 8B in netball, 11-3. Woowheehoo. Don't judge. They're really good yknw. ~~though i thought there were some contacts & dropballs but naz was biased~~

pe was freeplay, as usual. then then, science. germination! english was oral practice. yeayuh.

im gonna go to kl. two more days. heyya. :) Don't blame me cs...

the tickets sudah beli. :p

im currently talking to tiqaaaaaah. we're really really bored HAHAH!

so anyways. since all of the schools reopen, people have just outgrown on all the swine flu news. they've become like the people in uk. its just small news. not really shocking. I believe it has gone up to 334 cases. Because today's case increase totalled up to 34 cases and there were 300 cases yesterday.

Crap. hahahaha. I don't know what to say. guess i'll be going nowwwwww.

xx.

p/s: macarons! don't forgettttt(8) HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-07T10:31:00.004+08:00

heeelloooooo people. haha. above picture.. is wakeelah. :) probably the cutest baby. grrrr. haha. s

i don't think i'm going to school later. i feel sick. been sneezing since last night. :/ well probably cause some of my family members are sick.

i have been catching up with one tree hill, gossip girl, tslotat, and of course, 90210.

and i realised that most of one tree hill's season finale or coming-to-season-finale always involves someone going to the hospital. benar. its like, there has to be an episode in a season that someone has to go to the hospital. hahahahah.

gossip girl. AHHHHHHHH. chuck. nate. ~~rene~~ :):):) HAHAH. ok, the last one was a bit.. out of topic :P so can't wait for the third season!

tslotat has been getting more annoying. errrrgh. i don't like ben. heeeehehehe. :o) ricky!!! HAHAH!

and as for 90210, i haven't watched since the 23rd episode. later maybe.

i shall catch up with how i met your mother.. soon. :D

my watch-tv-series-every-morning-before-school days and tv-series-after-school days are back. WOOHOO! haha.

xx.

reach out.

2009-07-06T15:51:00.002+08:00

My friends are probably in school right now. I'm not.

Due to something. I won't tell it here, but I swear, I have a good explanation why I'm not in school.

The holidays have been.. alright. Awesome with the bbq and meeting the dpmm players. my awesome 1st July. watching hannah montana and fiqah sleeping over. netball at least once a week with the cousins. and afternoons in manggis. yerrrrr, i had fun. :]

So its July already. July 6th. Happy Birthday E-ah! Crap i have practical exams on the 14th. OR IS IT POSTPONED?!?!?! hahahaha.
"Time goes by fast..."-Ryan Cabrera.

Have to agree with it no? By next month, it'll be Puasa. and in two months, we have Hari Raya! and my birthday. lol. in three months, SPEshit. hahahahahaha. and then come November! all those year-end activities and all that crap. haha. AND THEN DECEMBER! omg, then comes new year. :( bummer. I think I'm getting older. hahahahaha.

So next month will be Puasa. when our patience will be tested. and having sungkai somewhere else! sembahyang & tadarus. aaah. Ramadhan has always been my favourite month. After Syawal though. HAHA!

And then its Eid el-fitr in two months. Kinda awesome how the first day of raya falls on the day of my birthday or the day after. wooo :):) and Wakeelah's gonna be ONE YEAR OLD! and I'm gonna be 13. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't believe im gonna be 13. HAHAH. and my sister... GAH. she's gonna be 6. that three-days-late girl. HAHA. she was supposed to come out on the 22nd (MY BIRTHDAY!) but then she was three days late. hoho. i'm so relieved though. cause if not, i would have to celebrate birthdays with her. (ok i give up, eversince i turned 8, i had to celebrate with my sister. errrrrr hahahahaha) No i mean, its not cool to have a sibling who has the same birthday as you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. and what's kool is that fatin's gonna be staying here until the 26th. the first few days of raya. WHOOOO!

October's probably gonna be the busiest month. with spe preparation, and a bunch of 'cool' stuff that i have to do to stay in MS. october's always been my study month. and the month i think i should stay away from the laptop, but as always, inda tahan. HAHAHAHAH.

NovemVer. hahahaha. this month will be the results month. bulan yang paling stressing pasal takut fail. benar. hahaha. i've been in this place last year. and then preparations for next year lagi (and again, that is if you stay in ms).

december is cuti month. where people decide to just lepak and watch movies.

i miss uk. but an evil witch will not let me go there anytime soon. No, its no one from my family, none of my friends, and none of the people i hate, nor are they the people from the government. Yes, people, as guessed, the evil witch award goes to... Selesma Khinzir slash Swine Flu slash H1N1 slash Influenza A. The evil witch also spead its love to Harry Potter's Ron Weasley, Rupert Grint. But not to worry, he has recovered and is in a stage where he's safe to be with people, in other words, he is well enough that he could no longer infect anyone.

koneksi isn't being kind to me today. btw, what's connection in malay? yes, the koneksi's supposed to mean connection. HAHAH. i meaaaaan, batah wah download oth ani :( tadi ETA nya in 40 mins, and then i checked, 1 hour ++ tia. :(

okay, the blog post's kinda long enough already. i'll update when i wanna update KEH KEH? hahahaha. in the mean time, im sure i'll be busy with school. Projects and tests... AGAIN!

sigh. i need another break. kurantin ku eh. hahahahahahahahaha. wth KURANTIN.

its kuarantin. HAHAHAHAHAH.

bah sudah tah ah?

selamat tinggal.

semua cinta ku (all my love)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

get me out of here

2009-07-04T00:59:00.002+08:00

what am i to you?

i don't like to be treated like this nor would you like it if you were too.

number 5. :)

2009-07-02T01:04:00.004+08:00

grrrrrrrrawr. haha. apan.

I watched DPMM just now. lalalala. it was awesome. ;) 2-0.

Rene Komar♥ scored the second goal. While Shahrazen scored the first. i was probably the loudest. lol. :p seriously. i can't help but swear since the referee was being so.... ________. hahaha.

ok, im ggggggggoing!

i'll be.

2009-07-01T10:22:00.003+08:00

Erk. Fiqah told me to update my blog, yesterday. And I kinda forgot to um.. HAHAHA. (a)(a) :P

Today is my bethtfriend's birthday. Happy Birthday, kah. ;)

And today, dpmm will be playing. say wha wha whaaaaaa. haha. time to kick more arse. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

ok, i've been so hyper. it could be because of ikah..

I swear, I said this when i talked to ikah.. "married footballers are hot. seriously.. michael carrick.. frank lampard(he's not married but he has kids)... prince charles.."

HAHAHAHAH. look how out of topic i was. -_-" So its like 10 am and I'm up already. I can't go back to sleep. Its so annoying. haha.

this swine flu thing srsly. it was a 10 case increase which makes it to 42 cases.

bah i don't knw what to update on again. Fiq if you're reading this, ticketzzzzzz bui :P

xo!

RK♥

2009-06-29T01:25:00.004+08:00

Holidays are extended. and tonight is probably the most awesome night ever.

Had a barbeque sempena DPMM's win. Kinda delayed. but what the hell. :) the dpmm players came too. pictures, are up on facebook. i don't wanna waste time uploading it here :p

if you don't have my facebook, go look up silah khairul iskandar and add. (a)

i have uploaded all of the pictures, btw. :) SO!!

I am sure there will be heck lots of notifications. that's what i get for uploading pictures. srsly. haha.

I have another batch of pictures to upload, and that is not anything related to DPMM. Its just one of the days I spent in Manggis. the one i didn't really get the chance to upload. hahaha. I'll upload it soon lah.

Wednesday, wednesday.

2009-06-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

Get invited! ithinkimawesome.blogspot.com

and that is if i'll invite you :P

that's why you're beautiful.

2009-06-23T20:52:00.005+08:00

to my first(not) love, Jason Mraz. Happy 32nd Birthday. I love you to bits.
Don't tell Aaron Ramsey that. ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

& I got this from my dad's facebook...woowheehoo. i can't wait.

Netball pictures, however, won't be uploaded here. :p Its all up on fb. and about 14 people came. Most of the 8Bs lah came. The ones that came were..
Me, Milah, Hanny, Wai, Rai, Rach, Jannah, Cassy, Sharon (& her cousin in think), Mia, Amalina, Imanina, Nabihah, Cher Jeeds & fiance. :P hahahaha. I hope i didn't miss out anyone.
so i met up with wai in coffee bean, then we were... lost (a) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! and then... IT TURNS OUT THAT WE HAVE BEEN PASSING BY THAT PLACE! HAHAHAHA. okay, we're bimbos. so? HE HE. :P and then we played... on my team was, Jannah(who switched with sharon), Rai, Nabihah, Sharon's cousin, Rach, Cassy, and me. We only scored 3 goals. hahahaha. I kinda lost count on the other team's score. :P ~~toomanygoals~~ HAHA. so we ended around.. i forgot and then, me and wai headed off to coffee bean while some went back and the others went swimming.
all in all, I had FUN!
p/s: Azyyati, you will be in my prayers. Get well soon♥

you had me at hello.

2009-06-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

tumblr is awesome. no wait.

blogsecret.tumblr.com is awesome. because most of the secrets can relate to the stuff going on. kinda good to know that i'm not the only one having a hard time and all.

netball tmrw woohoo. :)

i love bulla. haha apakan. byebye.

give me a lesson on how to steal a heart as fast as you stole mine

2009-06-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

Sports Carnival '08. Mum in pink.

Happy Birthday. I love you. :)

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

2009-06-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

I'm currently watching Posh&Becks on E. HAHAHAHAHA! Yes, that is how jobless I am.

Currently eating ben & jerry's too. he he. ok, scratch that cause i finished it already. haha. So apparently, there has been a person who has swine flu in Brunei. A student who just got back from UK for summer holidays.

Grrr. scary. More on Ranoadidas btw.

The article there says Brunei is still safe, but it doesn't mean we can just sit back and not care. We still have to be aware of the flu. I'm really scared though. Cause like, I'm going to KL in about 3 weeks. :/ i'm bored. i haven't talked to anyone on msn today. (a)

not that i have been ignoring. just don't have the mood to talk to anyone.

8 more days. SIGH.

i'll be going now xx

p/s: Netball on Tuesday. Not confirmed yet but ye. haha.

ben&jerry's.

2009-06-21T03:51:00.003+08:00

3.50 am. i seriously need to sleep. haha.

I find it funny how Brunei is more aware of the swine flu than the people in London.

I mean, you can see people wearing masks in Brunei. Come to London,

..you won't see any.

Ok, maybe you will see... in the airport! -.-

I mean, I've gotta respect Brunei for being VERY aware though. Like, even the people in the country are aware. Trying to prevent it. But srsly, in UK... they act like nothing's happening. as if there's nothing going on. hahahahaha.

okay why am i saying this? hahahahaha.

im bored. i'm gonna go to sleep now.

broken strings

2009-06-20T21:58:00.005+08:00

Bored. bored. bored.

I had a whole post typed up, but i decided not to post it because i find it rather useless. haha. I don't even think anyone reads my blog anymore -.-

I feel like...

quitting on this whole blog thing. seriously.

thoughimightbeontumblr

something made me sad.

i couldn't fit into my favourite pjs.

kidding.

i'm not sad, no i'm not. :) see, i smiled? haha. apakan.

Fathers Day tomorrow. er. Happy fathers day? haha. well not really tomorrow. In about like, 6 minutes since its only 11.54 pm.

and my mum's birthday the day after.

I wonder when we're gonna play netball again. And the volcano. AND MALAY HOMEWORK. eeeeeek.

Even picturing it makes me feel like breaking down.

be a man! lol

2009-06-20T19:15:00.003+08:00

Being in a particular league for the very first time, and WINNING it. Its awesome isn't it?

Very awesome. :)

And yes, that was how Facebook was last night.

Had netball just now. It was only like.. 14 of us.

Cher Jeeds, me, Bilah, Milah, Ainina, Hanny, Tiqah, Rai, Waida, Rachel, Zurah and three of Rai's cousins. I was so annoyed how there were guys going.. psssssst pssssssst. I mean.. pshhh. so annoying. -.- hahaha.

bah. i am going to go now ♥

I don't want to be without you, I don't want a broken heart.

p/s: RUSSELL PETERS IS AWESOMEEE.

pp/s: I will edit this post later <3

:)

2009-06-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

I made you wait because I actually liked you.

♥

i want to forget you.

2009-06-19T15:20:00.003+08:00

I was planning to just get an hour sleep.

But my eyes were in desperate need of rest, so i gave it another six hour rest.

I slept around 6 am. and I bet you've guessed the reason. Jetlagged.

I don't know why I'm making a new post though. I'm back to the.. rajin blogger. My fingers are ALWAYS tempted to click on the 'New Post' button everytime it is in sight.

I feel fat. HAHAHAHAHA. Its ok though. Im gonna play netball later with the cousins, and tomorrow with them friends. WORK OUT WORK OUT! So looking forward for PE. HAHA. :P

Okay, I have been reading all these.. football drama since i went to uk. From Ronaldo leaving, Man U wanting Ribery, Tevez wanting to be the highest-paid player in the team. grr. I smell drama. :) hahahahahaha.

HAVE YOU HEARD!!!

Aaron Ramsey, yes Aaron Ramsey, the Arsenal Player, is actually, A MANCHESTER UNITED FAN.

He actually joined Arsenal because ~~Arsene Wenger talked him into it~~ he thought he'd develop well as a good player there. ~~and because Cesc Fabregas is there~~

hmm yeah enough football.

and to you,

i've been patient and i have been replying your posts sincerely. this is probably more than the second time you made me hopelessly waiting.

so i tell you, the next time you post something, i will NEVER reply it.

~~or like.. one week after.~~

~~OKAY THIS IS SO THE FIRST TIME I BLOGGED ABOUT A GUY HAHAHAHAHA.~~

I need to get ready for netball. In other words, I NEED TO MANDI! Karang kana tinggal kan. :O

all my lovelove.

p/s: Don't take it personally, I just said what I wanted to say. Its true. I think you haven't realised... hmpfh.

5 am.

2009-06-19T05:12:00.002+08:00

I have a million reasons to be excited for July.

1. Harry Potter.

2. KL Trip.

3. The birthdays of the cousins almost every three days which is REALLY awesome. :P

4. Get the practical exams to be done and over with.

and a whole lot more.

diva is a female version of a hustla.

2009-06-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

to all year 8s of MS. (a)
Preferably, GIRLS, unless you're a guy who's interested in netball. :)

Anyone who wants to play netball on Saturday afternoon, 2.30-4.45 pm.
please do contact either me, bilah, milah, ainina or Cher Majeedah.
and if you come, please bring your own refreshments as it will not be provided by cher jeeds. HAHA.

Till then. xo.
p/s: Jonathan Ang, YOU BETTER COME!! :P

its written all over your face.

2009-06-18T22:50:00.003+08:00

hello lelaki.

you shall be my boyfriend♥♥♥

please DO NOT ask me about that post. :)

p/s: Jess said that if i married Aaron Ramsey, my child would end up like this. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHA. click HERE!

jk rowling is better than stephenie meyer.

2009-06-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

I went to Manggis last night.

I met Wakeelah. EEEEEEE She's getting more and more adorable. Happy 9th monthday keelah. haha. whatever that is. :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I made that up, kay?

And I got to play with Billah's nerf too. :D

last night i was so.. down.

and annoyed.

Thanks to Aimiza, i was cheered up. iloveyou miza! ♥

Speaking of Miza, I've been starting to miss my ex classmates. 6B!

Aida, Miza, Amal, Najwatul, Najihah, Iman, Ribhan, Syuhadaa, Amanda (ok I forgot the others, no im not ambung, i havent met them for a very long time :( )

Hafiy, Syafiie, Gregory, Hazwan, Hafiz, Muzzammil, Syabil, Bazil, etcetc.

and.. Ck Wajihah.

Good ol' times. From Miza going.. "laaaaaaaast night~", Dustin & Kandice, hiding Hafiy's bottle and piss him off, giggling when a certain someone goes into the room, and just.. have fun. ♥

Grr. I miss my current classmates too! the 8Es. :(

Bilah, Milah, Ainina, Tiqah, May, Jonathan, Cassandra, Nina, Bazilah, Alya, Lily, Idah, Mizah, Aqilah, Fatimah, Xin Ying, Rai, Hanny, Wiqa', Tan, Fatin, Syafiq, Azizil, Faiz, Asnawi, Qudus, Wan Afifi.

I hope I didn't miss out anyone's name. lol.

Is this a post of misses? hahahahaha. apakan. something happened this afternoon, but i rather not say anything.

Oh speaking of, have you guys played Restaurant City on facebook? Its damn addictive even though you just have to leave it, while the restaurant operates by itself. all you have to do is like, decorate your restaurant, hire people to be your employees, etcetc. you should try it. HAHA. I've been leaving my browser on just to let it operate and on the same time, i could at least give my employees water or something to give them more energy.

OKAY, crap talk. hahahahaha.

So since its the holidays, most of the people are probably going abroad or ~~countries~~ STATES nearby. Nyeh. It was a total loss that I went a bit early to UK. Cause when I got there, not all shops were on sale. Wait till my aunty goes there, i bet most of the shops are on sale. :( I mean, its not like I'm a cheapskate or something. But come to think of it, if the shops are on sale, I could've saved a bit more money and buy more things no? hahaha. People have been asking me if I'm going anywhere this hols, but nyeh. I know I won't be going anywhere, cause I had my holidays two weeks early. haha. Its a good thing though. Cause if I went during the school holidays, I would be jetlagged when school reopens. Try imagining.. me sleeping in class. :):) hahahaha. Since I'm not going anywhere, I'm hoping to save up a bit. Cause.. I'm going to KL in JULY! haha. It marks the third time I miss school because I'm going out of the country. :8) hahahahahaha. lavet lavet. it says Love it in a way. HAHAHA. LAVET LAVET.

I'm currently home while my sister's out with dad, or probably in Bukit. My mum has work (she works for the narcotics control bureau so yeah), the aunties are di depan, one uncle is in Miri (I THINK), the other is.. somewhere, the maid is di depan too. I think I'm left with JOKO. hahahahahahahahahaha. what the hell. Oh maybe he's not here too. Don't scare me, cause I won't be scared. :P hahaha. Seriously. :8) Imma brave girl.

~~okay to be honest ddy is here cause azzahfatinemahandhim went out so he stayed here cause azzahfatinemah went to bukit~~

HAHAHAHAHAH. Okay okay, I'm not home alone (A)

I want to go back to UK. I want to.. shop. Can I just stay there for a couple of days and go back? hahaha.

kay kay, imma go now.

p/s: Anyone up for Netball on Saturday? :)

pp/s: I think Harry Potter is better than Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn combined.

2009-06-17T23:46:00.004+08:00

it all looks like you guys don't care anymore.

so i ask you, do you know what its like to be ignored?

why is it wrong for me to ignore you but its not when you do?

if you asked me how i really feel. I could only say a word.

Neglected.

this is what i get for eating too much.

2009-06-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

kaki ku sakit walaupun inda banyak belari. ~~girlfriendstrikerokayperasan:P~~ coughGScough.

Okay, that sounds so unusual. Me blogging in Malay. It doesn't mean that I've forgotten who I am or where I came from, but I know it'd be better for me to blog in English, BECAAAAUSE.... my malay is... ~~tunggang terbalik~~ lol.

I'm seriously tired. Very tired. I mean. I haven't played netball for two weeks straight due to my stay in UK, and I played for like.. more than an hour.. straight. My team lost to fatin's team. 11-14. HEY, at least we didn't get our butts kicked badly. :p And in addition, we WERE leading. Not till Musaddad decided to go on the other team. -.- Hahahahah. I'm pretty satisfied with today though. finally felt better after having to SWEAT. and having to score most of the goals. (y)(y) kinda awesome though. Cause my team mates were guys. except for Hudzwah. so we were the only girls. hahaha. It was more like of a relief that Azam was in my team and was a defender. So we were far apart. because if he were on the other team, i know he'd be one of the defenders and... call me the name i don't want to hear because.. NEVERMIND! and did i tell you that he teases me about.. two.. different people? muazzam. tsktsk.

"the girl you met last year, is a complete different person now. because she regretted what she did. she didn't mean to. she was young, and scared. "

I have been blogging too much here.

& less on my private. I think Imma update it.

all my lo-ve.

p/s: I've been feeling very.. awkward especially around.. yeah.

i don't know how to be fine when i'm not.

2009-06-17T08:08:00.003+08:00

8 am, and I'm AWAKE.
No I didn't wake up early. The thing is, I'm jetlagged. And my body's still set to UK time. So....
Yes, for sure I haven't gotten any sleep. My eyes are calling out for sleep but my body doesn't want to. pffffff. this is so... frustrating.
I have netball later. with the cousins. woowheeeeeeee. my body calls out for a work out. HAHAHAH. Seriously. I have been eating a lot in UK. :p I mean, not that I can't stop eating, but when I eat, I EAT A LOT. There goes my below-45-kg weight. :p
Speaking of cousins, I had a blast with Fiqah last night. There was a sembahyang jemaah thing thing last night, so yea. I practically went crazy. hahahahah.
to tidur or not to tidur?
malasku jua.
Imma go now lovers.
p/s: Jack Johnson rockssssssssss.

i'm surrounded by your embrace.

2009-06-15T18:22:00.007+08:00

Beyonce. 9/6/09. Taken from sepekbiru.blogspot.com(Azzah's blog).

I miss this night. :(

---------------------------------

A girl came back smiling, because she had the time of her life. She shopped till she dropped. She caught Beyonce's concert-her last show of her tour. She caught an everyday-sold-out musical, Wicked. A way to release all the stress she has been getting too. But nothing, I swear, nothing, made her forget about that certain 'thing'. It was what she had been worried of from the day she took off. No one knew what it was, because she refused to tell anyone. Even the ones she trusts the most.

Nothing, made her forget about it. The two-week leave was what she needed. In shorter words, a getaway. She tried her hardest to forget, but it was all in vain. Everytime she forgets about it, something comes up and reminds her of it. It was haunting her. It was trying to tell her that she couldn't just forget about it.

She felt like expressing her feelings, freely. But she thought of it, she doesn't wear her heart on her sleeve. She never did.

And I have to admit. The girl I have been talking about is me.

yes, I am back in Brunei.

all my love. xx.

p/s: Beyonce is awesome.

pp/s:

WAKEELAH I MISS YOUUUUU!

nothing feels like home

2009-06-11T17:57:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating so.. SORRY!

I am currently in Ijai's place in Manchester.

So just now, I went to.. OLD TRAFFORD! Pictures will be uploaded sooooooooooooon. And then went to Trafford Centre. Bought lots of stuff. H&M, M&S, HMV. (A) HAHA.

Im going back to london tomorrow. last minute shopping on Saturday, i think. then back to the abode of peace(srsly, correct me if im wrong) on Sunday. :D

So I think I owe this blog an update... hahaha.

Yesterday was roadtrip day. we practically travelled the whole day. we only reached manchester around 9 pm.

Two days ago, I watched Beyonce. She was awesome. Flawless. Fierce. lol. Pictures are with azzah since DSLRs weren't allowed inside :(

So, Ronaldo's leaving Man U.

I mean, its alright. no seriously. I have nothing against his departure. Because in my opinion, they're letting go a good player for a better player. And who wouldn't accept a 80 million deal?

Pato might be going to chelsea though. SIGH! 80 million, 80 million.

That could buy me (probably) the whole H&M shop. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, I'm back to my...random self now. Imma watch SLUMDOG! :)

since i'm not your everything, how about i'll be nothing?

2009-06-08T06:10:00.002+08:00

Aaron Ramsey makes Rosicky look ugleh. Now tha's what you get for hiding for too long ma boi You made me LOVE Aaron Ramsey. :p

OMG :O HAHAHAHA. (A)(A)

I might go to Stamford Bridge tomorrow.

money. money. money.

2009-06-07T04:55:00.003+08:00

bitch on the loose.

I love H&M. paperchase is awesome. however you spell it.

Beyonce, I'll be seeing you.

UK weather, I hate you. :(

I spent around 80 pounds at H&M. (A) and i bought pretty pens and a pencil case from paperchase. i wanna buy the bag. HE HE. i'll get it as soon as i get money :P

okay, I'm off to try out the bajus i bought. :)

all my love.

when everything falls down, will you hold my hand?

2009-06-06T16:20:00.001+08:00

the webcam finally works. wooooooooooooooohoo.

went to fatin's place yesterday. he he. :p

everything will be fine.

2009-06-05T13:39:00.003+08:00

so........ Im giving up on... MSN.

it keeps on signing out and the people on my contact list are probably annoyed seeing me signing in and out every now and then.

its 6 am here. :O hahaha. i thought it was 7.

Its FRIDAAAAAAAAAY! my grandfather's arriving today. and i prolly got like... 100+ pounds left HAHA. i think.

Okay, I'm bored. HAHA.

byebye

blairwaldorf.

2009-06-05T04:03:00.003+08:00

we went to westfield right. i was wearing my arsenal jersey. fatin was wearing her chelsea jersey. Then, this security or something approached us...

Security: I'm sorry, but as a Fulham fan, I'd have to tell you to take your shirt off.

Silah&Fatin: ?????

Security: Hahahaha.

Silah: So.... does that mean we should wear a fulham jersey?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

This is how HOT UK is.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No i'm kidding. THIS WAS INSIDE! And I took this out of boredom. I know, i know, i look like...crap. ha

buckingham palace.

2009-06-05T03:08:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to do the day 3 thing now. HAHAHA. I went to Westfield just now. CLAAAAAAAAAAAAIRES! gilagilagila. i couldn't decide which to buy. :P

the connection here sucks. >:/ it keeps on changing like, every five minutes. this five minutes it connects to the internet, the next five, it disconnects. :( TAGREPLIES!

Nari; hoho :P

myrah; yeah. nada lagi. boringgg ahhh. haha. i miss you too!

May; I miss you too.

Wai; Not much places plg. haha. YES! :P

rach; hahaha. gila ni. my money kan habis. -.- yeah, you got the email right. :P

3 ninjas.

2009-06-04T15:55:00.001+08:00

Awesome picture, no?

its freezing.

2009-06-04T03:48:00.004+08:00

hello. :)

So I'll just update with the places i went/bought/pictures and stuff kay? haha.

We went to.. oxford circus just now. Niketown, H&M, miss selfridge, Hamleys! and this garden/park too. whatever the name is. and.. diana, princess of wales' fountain memorial, memorial fountain. oh wells, to-may-to to-mah-to po-tay-to po-tah-to. wth. hahah.

i didn't buy much just now. really. I just bought something from hamleys. SOMETHING! (a) i'll probably just post up the picture. hahaha. (a)

pictures..well, i'm too lazy to get the cable out of the suitcase and stuff. its too...tiring.

Tag replies! I'm too lazy to reply on the tagboard. OKAY! I think its my LAZY DAY. -.- haha.

Ikah; hahah. bet the school's quiet without me. i miss you too.

wai; YES! HAVING SO MUCH FUN. well, a little bit. haha. yeah, i'm in london. i'm probably going to manchester after the 9th. i don't even know why i'm telling you this. :P hahah.

myrah; HAHAH. i know right.

ainina; yeah, that's how i felt during that ONE WEEK without you

i miss the conversations we used to have everyday.

2009-06-03T17:13:00.003+08:00

Umi Nadhirah, lots of manis looking people here.
BUT...

~~all of them has a girl beside them. -.- HAHAHAHA! sorry lah, I can't bring one home for you :P~~

I'm dizzy.

5:15 brunei time.

10:15 am here.

i am tired.

I love M&S's strawberries.

Day 1: things I bought:

-a hoodie.

-three pants.

-two bags.

-undergarments HAHA

-two flats.

all that totals up to 40 pounds. serious.

Day 1: places I went to:

-post office (because we had to send a package)

-primark.

-M&S.

-places... hahaha.

Day 1: People I miss:

-EVERYONE BACK HOME!

Day 1: Pictures I took:

-will be updated soon. I didn't take a lot of pictures though.

3 more minutes till my friends finish class. hahahaha.

across the room she stares.

2009-06-03T16:37:00.002+08:00

9:43 am here.

I think we're going out soon. blah blah. I love this place. It has internet. haha.

Its probably 4:45 there. My classmates are having..English. Reading room, if i'm not mistaken. yeh, call me a loser. :( haha. its my second day here.

I'm going back in... 11 days? Will be arriving in brunei the next day.

I'm bored. bored. bored. bored. I don't know what to blog on. And I don't know why I'm updating. hahahahah. oh yeah, before I forget, Happy Belated, Waff.

Okay, I'll stop now. haha.

lovelovelove.

p/s: Zainul Akhyaar, stay strong. We're here for you.

hang on, help is on your way.

2009-06-03T01:49:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooo. :D

it is currently.. 6:49 pm london time.

I arrived, approximately 12 hours ago, and I am physically&mentally exhausted. haha.

Shopped for a bit just now. Primark. (A)

The flight to Dubai was so boring boring boring boring. Flight from Dubai to London was too. I practically slept the whole flight. hahaha.

OIIIIIIIIIII I MISS HOME.

especially...

he he.

Its summer here. And Fatin said that it will only be dark by 9 pm, and the sun goes up around 4.30 am. jetlag sucks. its nearly 2 am in brunei. i'm bored. no one's online.

well duh, since most of them are sleeping. hahahahahahaha.

not most...ALL. HAHA.

I'm hungry.

p/s: Its freaking hot here.

pp/s: VERY hot.

ppp/s: JETLAG :(

pppp/s: No seriously, I only wore short sleeve, and I didn't feel cold. :P

new moon.

2009-06-01T11:03:00.000+08:00

9 hours.

guardian angel.

2009-05-31T20:42:00.005+08:00

I'm tired.

I'm annoyed how I still have schoolwork to do. >:/

I think I'll miss school.

Yes, I said that. HAHA!

Two weeks of not...

laughing with the Lahs, annoying Ainina, having a 'OMG TIQ! KAU TAU APA' moment with tiqah, shouting 'HI MAYYYY!' when I see May, gossips with Zurah before registration, going 'Hi raaaaaach' everytime I see rach, having to have Wai hide from me, shouting Ikah's name when she comes, worrying to come on time for PE, seeing Zainul's serious face during PE, doing the 'eyes on you' hand gesture thinga thing to Syaf, teasing Azizil on how many centimetres(maybe millimetres HAHAHA) he grew taller, asking Xin Ying how to do a question, joking around with Wiqa, giving Zul "the stare", listening to Jonathan's random imaginations and enjoying every school day even if it turns out bad. :)

i'll stand up with you forever. i'll be there for you through it all.

24 hours till i leave.

I will miss you people. <3

lovelovelove.

frank, didier & luis.

2009-05-31T00:15:00.005+08:00

Chelsea won the FA Cup.

I bet my grandfather's really happy. :pp haha.

talked to May and Tiqah. May is awesome when it comes to making me forget depressing things.

Tiqah makes me hyper. Seriously, without these two, I'd probably be... nvm.

One more day.

I'm not that excited anymore.

Ok, maybe I am, but not as excited as before, just excited to know that im gonna meet fatin & ijai. and beyonce too.

just that.

and the shopping too.

I don't know why I made a new post. I learned today, my fingers LOVE to click on that New Post button on the blogger dashboard. gosh, just stop already~ HAHAHA.

4 words. ♥ :pp

all my love.

you found me.

2009-05-30T19:53:00.003+08:00

4th Post.

Don't call me crazy. :P haha.

Last day of school, awesome. Could've been awesome-r if..

7R assembly. I don't really get what's the whole point of the drama. Serious. haha.

Missed history, and had IRK. got our test papers back. 73.5 eh oh. Math! Trigonometry. Kinda easy. played netball during break. did our work in the library for Malay. Which reminds me, I have to finish my work and pass to someone whom I can rely on to pass on to my classmates so they can pass to the teachers.

CCA was guhreat. Had a match with Rozaizah's team. Lost, 2-1. because Azrina was in the opposing team. dayum :( hahahaha.

took pictures.

and then, said my goodbyes.

AND FOUND OUT THAT SOME OF MY BLOG POSTS ARE GONE! gone gone gone.

2 daysssssssssss and I PACKED ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYY!

won't be in school starting tuesday. will miss the bestfriends ♥

be strong, Zainul A.

...decided to say that AGAIN, since the particular post ending with the same thing was gone. gone gone gone. ok, i should stop doing that -.-

you are the reason that i breathe.

2009-05-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

if that ain't love then i don't know what love is. :p

My loves. :)

they didn't even put up a fight, they didn't even make a sound.

2009-05-30T10:58:00.005+08:00

Can't believe I showered already. (A)

10:58 in the morning. Saturday morning. Tomorrow's a public holiday, Monday is too.

I think I'm gonna call up my mum and ask about the letter.

2 more days, 2 more days, 2 more days. :)

Things that I will definitely do:

Shop.
Eat Krispy Kreme HAHAHAHAHA
Meet Fatin
Meet Jalwaa
Go to Manchester
Watch Beyonce, yes, i'm not lying. he ha.
~~find good looking guys~~ NADAWAH. i'm happy with Aaron Ramsey. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Delusional.

We might visit Amalina, in Leicester too. (wow, i actually spelled it right HAHAHA!)

Okay, since I mentioned Leicester, I have something funny to share. HAHAHA. Its pronounced as Les-ter right? When I was about 7, I remembered pronouncing it as a whole word and ended up looking like a total idiot. HAHAHA.

My grandfather is probably gonna land in a few hours. Moreover, he's gonna watch the FA cup final. Wanted to go, but, nevermind. I don't support Chelsea nor do I support Everton. ~~I'm just a fan of that Everton supporter~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Since I feel like blogging longer, I'll tell you the story behind this....

See, Me, Azzah and the usuals watched Man U vs Everton right...

So you know how the camera focuses to random people watching. Then there was this time, this dude got focused. Probably in his mid-teen or late-teen years. He was.. so.. eye-catching. So we went like.. :O hot.

As Emah would say, "I'm not a fan of Everton, I'm a fan of that Everton supporter". HEYA!

No, I am not in love with that Everton supporter dude dude. hahahah. Seriously!

About calling my mum, I don't think that's really relevant now, since my dad sent the letter already. hahaha.

Its 11 already. I'm gonna get ready for schooooooooooooooooooool.

all my love.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that sounds so wrong.

I don't know why I am so.. jumpy/hyper. pff.

if its a broken heart then face it.

2009-05-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

Jason Mraz is awesome.

2 more days till uk.

2 more days till i get my butt stuck in the airplane for more than 10 hours :(

3 more days till i get to meet Fatin.

on the bright side,

LAST DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OF SCHOOL. heyyah.

watch for pure awesomeness. AJ Rafael & Gabe Bondoc. :)

i had mcd and i feel fat.

2009-05-29T16:31:00.001+08:00

If that ain't love then I don't know what love is.
451st post. Dayum.

i miss you, ♥

2009-05-29T10:19:00.005+08:00

rawr. :) 6 YEARS 6 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know why i love arsenal players. :O
Ok, so now don't be dreaming that you're an arsenal player. ha. :]
what a typical head-over-heels person would say..

you're so hot. you took my breath away.

bagi kan muntah saja inda. lol.
3 more days.

i need to start packing.

2009-05-29T00:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Mister.

Haven't been online for like, the whole night. haha. Spent the night in bukit. :)

My cousins, no wait, my uncles and aunties (since their my dad's first cousins) are the best. :]

& Happy Belated Birthday, Muazzam.

i look at you, and smiled.

2009-05-28T19:39:00.002+08:00

i look like..crap. hahahaha.

Second last day of school for term 2. :)

Got our papers back for Geo. I got 69. :/ Average of 75-ish.

Nothing to be talked about for MIB. Its seriously not worth sharing. haha.

Abdication & Written Constitution for History. & Continuation of some past year paper for English. Science, was another two periods spent by doing experiments. :)

Dismissal was awesome.

SZA, you are amazing.

p/s: Its for me to know and for you to find out.

pp/s: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Roma.

2009-05-28T09:41:00.004+08:00

Barcelona 2-0 Manchester United.

OKAY, read this post first, and I hope you change your mind in jeering.

1. Did the team you support play for the finals?

2. Did your team win any cup?

3. Is your team TOO good to not play in the finals?

4. If you think Man U isn't good enough, then why did they make it to the finals?

5. A good team's gotta lose.

6. Remember how Liverpool lost to Chelsea? How Chelsea lost to Barca? How Arsenal lost to Man U?

7. Man U won 3 cups out of the 5 cups they've been fighting for. Going for ONE cup is easy. Going for all five isn't.

8. Being the runner up is good enough, than not having to play for the finals.

9. I don't know how a team that doesn't get to the final is better than the team that played for the final.

10. I mean, come on, if you think your team is better than Man U, why didn't they play instead?

& Afterall, I am still a proud fan of a football team that successfully won 3 cups in a season. :)

almunia.

2009-05-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

finals tonight.

crap. hahahah.

It rained heavily today. I was literally wet after making my way to the science lab. haha. We got to listen to some french song, allo allo. :p We had Malay instead of MIB since we had the menumpah ambuyat activity during Malay.

Fatin treated us just now. hahahah. Thank youuuu fatin! :) ♥

Maths was..crazy. English was awesome. I was hyper O:) AZM. hahahahaha.

Hanya bersama mu ku akan bisa...

apakannnn. hahahaha. Sempurna, currently stuck in me head. dayum. haha.

Imma go now.

5 days 5 days.

No wait, its 12.

4 days! :) lol.

i love you people.

p/s: Happy Birthday Syafiqah.

Why do I keep running from the truth?

2009-05-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

I have French to read. Science exercises to complete. Fromages to research. Trigonometry to finish.

My sister went out with the grandparents. My dad has badminton. Azzah is somewhere..

~~..over the rainbow!~~ I think I'm home alone with my mum.

I'm currently talking to Shakirah on MSN. And I am looking for Azzahhhhhhhhh. I wanna msg her, but I ran out of credit. HAHAHA. I haven't watched the latest episode(s) of 90210, OTH and Gossip girl. No extra class this week. No tests, either. Not that I know lah. haha. I accepted all of the friend requests on facebook. I AM SO SORRY FEZZ, I swear, I will NOT accept any from now (8 pm) until I get back from UK on 14th of June. HAHA!

Oh, Jonathan said this some time during dismissal time just now..

"My name is B-O-B, call me B-O-B for short". He spelled it wah. HAHHAHAHAHAHA!

azzah syahirah, DISC 10! :(:(

& Yesterday, we had a menumpah ambuyat activity, attempt trois, success. Many thanks to the teacher. O:D

I'm gonna start completing my "assignments". What? it sounds cool. hahaha

you are the reason that i breathe.

2009-05-26T10:28:00.002+08:00

When you have Hanny, Syafiq, Raihana...

..May, Jonathan...

..Milah, Bilah, Tiqah, Qudus..

& Huwaida Zainuddin...

...you have the most awesome friends, EVER! :]

I am too lazy to save other people's pictures. these are from yesterday btw.

On the other hand! I will be leaving for UK with these ~~losers~~ people in six days. :D

& mes grandparents too. haha.

p/s: I just thought this blog needs some picturessssssss.

steady feet, don't fail me now.

2009-05-24T19:48:00.004+08:00

I think I owe this blog an update...and a layout change. haha.

I have a week left here, and then I will be going to UK.

School has been..just fine. Grades are pretty satisfiying. I'm doing pretty well in History, Math, Geography and French as I scored an A for all four recent tests. hahaha. Meanwhile, in terms of sports, I can't really say. Had a friendly netball match with the 8Bs last Monday. They won 8 to 3. And drew to Wani's team, yesterday, during CCA.

See, this is why I rarely blog. I run out of things to blog on. And even if I do have things to blog on, it'd be totally random, and boring.

I have been neglecting plurk. Its getting boring. haha.

I'm going now.

cause i wanna watch this korean drama

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA don't laugh. the lead actor is HOT. O:D

Offtowatch~~boysoverflowers~~arsenal play,

Silah.

author of lettingeverythingout.blogspot.com

p/s: I think I'm awesome.

pp/s: I SMILED. :D

ppp/s: Ok, it was obvious that I lied...cause the match starts around.. 11? HAHAHAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZMIN! :)

stay pretty. :p

2009-05-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

If I hurt you with my words,

I'm sorry.

If I pissed you off,

I'm sorry.

If I made you feel like killing me,

I'm sorry.

If I went over the line,

I'm sorry.

I just want to end this.

sigh.

2009-05-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

just end this.

heartless.

2009-05-19T10:11:00.003+08:00

"you tell me that you need me,
then you go and cut me down."

2009-05-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, sister.
haha, sounds weird. but Bazilah is my sister, according to the 8E family tree. :p

2009-05-15T16:51:00.003+08:00

because your friends will be there to pick you up and when you need them the most.
i miss Ainina Esham. x

2009-05-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Seatmate.
Romeo romeo!
♥♥♥♥♥
p/s; Romeo, 29 and a duck. ♥ :):):)

lost and insecure

2009-05-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

for bilah. HAHAHAHA
and for you. l-oser. :)

under his spell i can't break,

2009-05-09T10:22:00.002+08:00

sasat. :p HAHAHA
picture source; dirty tackle.
happy birthday sixteenth(times two) to me dad. :)